I'm Just...

I'm Just;

• waiting...
• Faithfully watching for rentals.
• Clinging to the promise of His provision.
• continuously praying for this family.
• Spent. Exhausted. Defeated.
• HOPEFUL.
• TRUSTING.
• JOYFUL, that there is: A time to plant and a time to uproot, a time to tear down and a time to build up,  a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them up, a time to search and a time to give up, a time to keep and a time to throw away. (Ecclesiastes 3:2b,3b,5a,6)

I've searched, I've gathered up, I've thrown away, I've been torn down.

The time has come to uproot, give up and scatter stones.

In order for the time to come for planting, keeping and building up.

Amen?

I apologize for not frequently posting on the blog; or Facebook for that matter.

I feel like I need focus, I am battling thoughts like no other time in my life and I am trying to stay in the moment and when that moment means hitting my knees and praying; I DO IT, because that is the only thing getting me through right now.

If I look up, all I see is bleak, impossible.

If I bow my head and continue to pray that light comes from within and the HOPE  circles around me; the impossible starts to feel possible, and this, drawing near to Him, that is all I can do for now.

I'm just DRAWING NEAR TO MY JESUS.